I kinda hate afternoons sometimes. Like now. I don’t
actually hate anything, I just feel shades of blue (maybe it’s that I’m wearing
blue jeans with a blue top). I feel a deep, tired, UGH. Can’t be bothered about
anything un-fun or hard. Mildly sad about whatever there is to be sad about.
Discouraged, but not in any specific way. I really think it’s the fact that I
ate lunch, and my metabolism is like a slow ass slug taking its sweet ass time
processing everything with these new hormones. Hence me turning somewhat
catatonic. I even ate chocolate! Oh well, I am just rolling with it these days,
taking the motivation when it comes and riding it hard, letting things go when
it’s gone. But it’s gone a lot! Come
back friend! It’s the second trimester, hello!?!
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It takes a lot of energy to make another human being, and this is the easy part.
ReplyDeleteChocolate and naps are my recipe for a happier day sometimes. And some obnoxious chick flick movie. ;) Hang in there!!
ReplyDeleteI always got my energy back around week 15. Pretty much everything is normal! Wishing you an easy pregnancy!
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